Family & family

The day I have 1st stepped on this land
I'm nO0b in new life here
Alone standing in the field of U
Get the "starter kit" for new life
My bro introduced some seniors to me
They're brilliant that have make today version of "me"
My bro brought me into the club
where became my new "house"
& here is where the new "family" came
& the brilliants are in the family too
Make me feel warm being with this family

When I stepped in this whole new life
I've been brought to move around
within the gigantic society
study the society
study the organization
study the skill & technique
study the people
learnt what is best & worst
learnt what is grand & common
learnt what is pro & nt
learnt what is effective & none
learnt what is gorgeous & ugly
learnt what is real & fake
& many many more...

Mix around with many friends those days
Enjoy so much watching everyone
Fooling around & crazy around
Especially the "honey moon year" so-called
Although many people tried to deny that
I'm really miss that year
It's really a honey moon year for me
Coz' it brought so much beautiful memories to me
Crazy-ing with friends
The result from whole year
Now I'm workin a lot in event program & design

And now
Lots of friends moved away
Seniors leaving for graduating
Friends leaving for further studies
Now I'm standing alone outside
Accompanied by family & "family"
I feel like being with family when with "family"
Since I seldom back to my family
My personality might have changed
My attitude might have changed
My thinking might have changed
throughout the years being here
it's three...

I only feel it's a "family" recently
But maybe my behaviour about family is different
It's proud? happy? sad? or?
I also don't know
hope live happily
3 years being here
Brothers & sisters are leaving
I'm gonna become new family members' brother
I'm no more longer the youngest & playful 1
I might not playful since earlier
Do others take this as family?
Maybe they didn't realize yet
If everyone take it so
This must be a greatest family ever
Responsible is heading to me soon

When you don't know me & look at me...I'm a silent person..
When you 1st know me & longer...you'll think that I'm talkative..
When you understand me truely well...I'm a silent person..
Recently I saw my bro's description of himself..
I felt I might be the same too..
I seldom talk but like to listen..
I don't like noisy environment but i don't like to be alone.
Another new chapter gonna start..
Mum called me just now & told me..
Her son will never be useless one..
Everyone gonna be a great person soon..
I wish..I know..& I trust..I can..

My life now

Lost for long time..
MMU Taekwondo 10th Anniversary Dinner past..
went on smoothly that nite..
snap some photos...posted some photos.. ^^
too tired after the event...
have rested for almost 1 week..sleep + sleep..
coming next event : Induction Camp next sem..

busy..
monday 2 assignments + 1 cyberp report duedate..
tuesday Measurement test..
progress..done 1 assignment part cyberp report..
currently..hopefully studyin for test..
this afternoon got free KFC after work..haha..work for event..xD
meet tkd cocu bfore they departed to training..

no interesting post today..blogging idea lost today..
jz simply telling wat happened to me recently...mayb SOME ppl interested to know..
wuahahahahahaz~
small part of my life.. ^^
jz past hyl's bday..he dun1 me to sing bday song to him... (hopefully he dun1...wakaka)
guess some1 special to him hv sang to him..
since he so confident tat gt ppl wil sing to him..lolx..
heard tat sb & ly coming mlk on 2nd..
guess nt a gud news & nt bad news 4 me..
come 4 play...nt find me oso.. T.T
haha..hope they enjoy la.. ^^ i even got final exam to prepare..

recently my mood lost edi..
duno gone where..hide somewhere that i cant find..
feel like lying on bed..but room like an oven..
feel like goin fren's house to study..but they busy..
feel like doin assignment..i done 1... :D
feel like bloggin..i blogged.. :D
feel like finding some1..but no1.. :(
feel like gaming..i scared i fail exam.. :(
feel like listenin songs..dun1 earphone..
thx tkd buddies..ur present rescued me.. :D (my pc speaker in fren's house..)

my heart feel like been sealed..
from everything..

Decison Making. Try and see you are RIGHT or WRONG??

Hello guys, I had read a story about The Train and Childrens two years ago, if not mistaken. The story is quite interesting and give us really insight into Decision Making. So,I would like to share with you here. The story as below:

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. It was not possible to stop the train. What you could only do was changed the train to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, this action mean that the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way which it suppose be????

Lets take a pause to think what kind of decision you could make……..

Analyse the situation………

Think and reflect……….

Decide your answer……….

I believe most of you will choose to divert the course of train and sacrifice only one child in order to save most of the children. It is rational, morally and emotionally.

BUT

Have you ever though that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe place. Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play at the danger place.

Lessons:

The kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are. Like the child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case, he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

GOOD and PROPER Choice:

Not to change the course of the train because the kids who playing on the operational track should have known very well that the track was still in use, and they should have run away if they heard the train’s sirens. If the tain was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track. Moreover, the track was not in use probably because it was not safe. So, lives of all passengers on board was at stake if the train was diverted to the disused track. And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up with sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

End of story…….

Some sharings with you guys. While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisons that need to be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

“Remember that what’s right isn’t always popular….. and what’s pupular isn’t always right. ”
So, don’t be sad if you making wrong decison caused :

Everybody makes mistake, that’s why they put erasers on pencils.

Copied from : http://fetbeta.mmu.edu.my/blog/1041103894/2008/04/17/decison-making-try-and-see-you-are-right-or-wrong.html

DoTA lost for 1 week

It's hard to believe...
I've never play games for more than 1 week already..
Since last 2 weeks..after my birthday..
Busy assignment..busy meeting + duno busy wat...
I've really never DoTA edi..even CS..
The games I touched is just Minesweeper.. +.+
I also never watch movies for months edi..
Feel so desperate wan go cinema watch movie.. ^^

Anyway..now waiting friends to play DoTA..
everyone is still busying..don't know this time can successfully play games o not..xD
even myself also stil have lab report & assignment haven do..
but then now edi stressful for more than a week..
feel wan release my stresses..
the problem now is nowhere i can release my stress...
trying to find some entertainment to go..

Today..I finally done the design for Chinese Opera event that delayed more than a week edi..hehe...paiseh..
currently just done this..
thx to my friend that acc me "playing" at night.. ^^
diff kind of playing..atleast enjoying..hehe..
This saturday is MMU Tkd Club 10th Anniversary Dinner edi..
hope everything go smooth & can make a great nite..
think..think..think..of program to be done on tat nite..
because..i'm program director.. ^^
stress + gek sim..wanna find more entertainment for myself edi..hehe..

RELAX~ ^.^

Finally, midterm test has stopped for a moment until the end of this month..
Finally, my birthday party had been made..
Finally, my cyberpreneurship business project ended..
& finally, assignment due date postponed...
& & finally, my lab report was 2 weeks submission..

This means that..
today, i may relax after busy for weeks..
today, i no need worry so much about my assignment..
today, i wanna sleep enuf..
today, i wanna do something i like...

But then,
next week, 2 lab reports 2 assignments due date...
next week, it's final week preparation for tkd club 10th anniv dinner..
next week, gonna prepare well for that dinner..
next week, i hope to have a great nite during anniv dinner.. ^^

This friday, it'll be a duedate for 1 assignment..
This saturday, it'll be prom nite i gonna attend..
This sunday, i guess it's just tkd training i need to go & assignment meeting..
This weekend, i've to finished assignments & lab report..
will I?

I'm sad..for my midterm test...
I'm tired..of business project...
I'm lost..duno how to handle that..
I'm relax..can hav rest for 1 or 2 days..
Yet, I'm HAPPY..for my birthday party..thx..haha
(I guess it's too much for me to say.. xD)

I like..sitting in the aircond class during hot days..
I like..the feeling of relax now..
I like..gaming after few days of sleepless day..
I like..the feeling of fresh day after busy for so long..
I like..the moment i can blogging now..
I like..

21st Birthday Party

4th April 2008
The day I celebrated my 21st years old birthday..
I made a small party for myself on this day..
My actual birthday was on 3rd April..
Due to lack of time & everyone so busy on thurs..
So it made on Friday..

I confirmed this party on Wed only..
It seems quite rush..
However I'm so happy to see my friends able to make it.. ^^
Especially my big sisters, LiBing & LeeHooi & MiFern..
The 1 I hardly can meet -- Zeno..glad to see her here..thx 4 comin.. ^^
Volunteer photographer & who taught me many management skill -- KoonYew..
Even dai lou in TKD Club also came -- ChyeHsiang & Luis..
Tkd gang -- Mike, Kher, Daryl, Suki, Wyne, Saxon, Sim, Eyvonne, PeiJinn, PhayWern, Jessie, BingHung, Daniel, Race & Ali..thx 4 makin my bday so special.. ^^
Xuan's group -- YongXuan, KangYun & ShuMeei..thx 4 coming..but too soon to leave..>.<
Ktn's friend -- CheeKian & EeKeat..
Wyne's housemate/my coursemate -- ShinKhai
thx 4 making my birthday celebration happening..any1 not in list? do tell me..will add up.. ^^

On that day, thx 4 zeno, mike, daniel & ali

came earlier to help out in preparing..koonyew taking photo..^^

ShuMeei, KangYun, Me, Xuan & Wyne (from left)

BBQ..

Happy 21st Birthday!! My big sis served cake..hehe..

Eyvonne behind us..^^

belah cake..

Big family photo..^^

Signature from every1..appreciate it so much.. ^^

My presents..there's Motorola W230, Ferrero Rocher,
birthday cards, condom etc..

The photo before end..

I Need You Tonight

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time

And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they,
they come out so wrong, always
they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/aAG ]

And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times we tried to
make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh

I need you tonight (I need
you, oh I need you baby)
I need you right now (It's gotta be
this, it's gotta be this)
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight

artist : backstreet boys

3rd April 2008

What day is this?? I guess it's just a normal day for most people..

But sure it's NOT a normal day for me...

It's a BIG BIG DAY~!!

My BIRTHDAY~!! haha..

& this year is my 21st Birthday...

I'm free from all age restrictions...wakaka..

But then I'll still be myself... ^^

1stly I wanna thanks for all my beloved friends..

for wishing me on this special day..

1 week before I already received wishes through friendster...

from Saxon, Carmen, WaItIng 4 U, zhan hao & zi qi...thx..^^

quite surprised that wish arrived so EARLY..xD

stil remember 15 minutes before..

Huiteng sms the 1st wish moment before 12..

then 3 minutes earlier..

received call from SB.. ^^ (scared my phone will turn into hotline after 12...^^")

immediately from Xuan, KY, SM & joyce..

then saxon called me..(while msn chatting too..)

crapping in the phone with him, hooi, justin & wyne..

thx..thx..& thx..for making my birthday memorable..

surely unforgetable all my beloved friends that wished me all the day & even today..^^ very happy to reading you all de wishes...

Anyway, special thanks to CC Gang...Surprised!!

the story begin...

few days ago..TatHeng told me that will discuss event matter with his teacher & wan tell me on Wednesday night..since I'm so busy so we decided to meet after 12am...(it's ok..)

So, after my tkd demo training & after yamcha I was back to home..

Without any think, I simply glanced at 1 of my friend's house just opposite my house...

I saw another friend's car parked infront her house..(u'll guess what will happen next..)

So...silent...& wait..miss called TatHeng that I'm back..& be told 5 minutes will reach..

12.05am sms..12.15 waiting..12.20 waiting..(5 minutes become so long...predicted what's going on... ^^) don't worry..I can't predict what you all want to do..

12.25am..TatHeng reached..come down & tell me want discuss..so as normal "procedure" asked him come in & talk..just wanted to close the door that moment...(I can't see them...don't know where were them..) Heard birthday song started...It's really surprised...thx..^^ Make 3 wishes...hope wishes come true..^^ Then continue the celebration in my living room..^^

my birthday cake..^^

CC Gang..in my living room.. ^^

My birthday present..(thx..it's special..^^)

Thanks everyone that make my birthday memorable..
Preparing for tonight's BBQ..
I wish to apologize that I can't invite everyone to attend..
Since my house is not so big & my wallet too..xD
Sure I'll always remember you all..
What I've done on my birthday? skipped class...wakaka...

April Fool Day

There's no more special day for April Fool..
My life goin on as usual..
Just the different was today I slept at 7.30am & wake up 12.oopm..
SMS keep on make my hp ringing start 8.00am until 12.00pm..
Tryin hard to ignore the ringing & had my sweet dream~
In the end I still wake up on 12pm..
Woke up by SMS too..because my friend wanted pass me novel..
So had to go to campus..


Attended classes after 12pm..
Even the Technical Communication subject that I always skipped..
I attended it..when the empty schedule 2 hours between classes..
I sitting at the booth in CLC chatting with friends..
That's a Chinese Opera event..
Huge event I guess..an opera that performed by performers from China..
This opera gonna organized at KL, Selangor, Seremban, Bahau & Melaka..
I heard currently will run for 6 shows..
I'm some sort of helping in this event.. ^^


Nothing much special during night..
Having tkd training until 10pm..
Finally I requested to withdraw tournament..
Right after training need to attend assignment meeting..
I've skipped a lot of that & the report need submit next week..
No choice can't run this time...WORK~!!
By the end of this day..
I've did something for myself..
Just waiting for response..
Hope it can be done..